…with this hell of spring semester. Academically, this one was the most demanding. Personally, it kind of sucked, but the one good thing is that with one ending comes another beginning. I only get 2 weeks of summer, and then I’ll be back up in the wonderful town of College Station to take some summer school. Taking the worst class I will probably take in my undergraduate years, ELEN 214, Electric Circuit Theory, is something to dread. It’s so hard to take classes and spend day and night, night and day on something that you hate with so much passion. As I have learned through my years, there are lots of things that you have to put yourself through to achieve your future goals. These goals
presumably lead to life’s happiness, but you just have to grin and bear somethings that makes you turn awry because of how you dislike it so. I’ve always been too hardheaded like that, and I’m sure it has caused many people around me who care for me seem concerned. They probably think that what I am doing to myself is not very healthy nor joyful, but the fact of life is that there are a lot of things you have to do. Getting there is the hardest part. That’s the place I am right now, and until all is achieved, somethings will have to put on hold.
I do look forward to moving on with life things. I’m finally moving into an apartment, and I am so incredibly happy. Blantly, dorms suck, but they’re just a cheaper option. Hopefully, living in an apartment will help me to stay on tract with my exercise routine which almost catalyzes my happiness. For me, there’s just something awesome about doing good for yourself that is almost a “requirement.” You can exercise and not feel like a failiure. School is usually the exact opposite. See, I’ve always had a set of goals in my running mind, and I would always find a way to achieve them. We all know that there are only 24 hours in a day. What usually ends up happening is that I have so much that I want to complete in a day that I deem important that I usually end of sacrificing something which everyone needs, sleep. And I know that none of us can vouch and say we get 8 hours of sleep a night, but I mean like 3 hours of sleep a night. There is just so much to do in the day, without any breaks, and this is the only way that I find it possible to get everything done. What should happen is that I should stop doing some of these, including, eating or exercising, because quite frankly, they take too much time out of the day. I think I just perservere too much. Finally, I think my body is telling me this is not a good thing. I have had a cough for about a month and a half. I’ve fine with it, but I know that this is not healthy. But what do I do? I can’t take time to relax or sleep or etc.., so I guess I’ll pray that I don’t die in the next couple years. This is the way it’s going to be.
I hope everyone has a great next two weeks. They will be the best of my life.
SAD!! LEAVING MEE!!! Geez, what an exciting dorm life with you Roo these last 2 years. Our songs that we obsessed about for a week at a time, dancing to them, me teaching you things, you teachings me things, laughing hysterically, getting in trouble by our RA, taking identical classes and stressing out about them, Aicha!, Sbisa, taking random room pictures, stealing stuff from the kitchen, and obviously so many more things.
What is so exciting about the next 2 weeks, besides that we will be finished with school thank the lord. Hallelujah and a half this year was crap for real. I hope you do have fun this summer, and bear ELEN (i am so happy I'm finally finished...well, after tomorrow). I will probably try to come visit everyone, but my summer is busy so who knows. We'll def. plan my 21st birthday party for next semester, and look forward to living with Lessard the next 2 years...BLAH.
I'm sad that we're not going to be roommates, but we'll see each other in ZACH 119B (or whatever room we're in nonstop next semester), the IE lab, and def. outside of school crap if we have time. Have a great summer!!!!!!! FINALLY!!! GEEZ...deep breath and backflip for the year being over!